Surface calm

Several people at church this morning asked me how the wedding preparations were going and then commented on how calm and unstressed I appeared about everything. I’m definitely not feeling calm underneath though with everything else that is going on right now, wedding preparations are low on my list of concerns. Still, my mum tells me that my dad was a little bit brighter today, and I have a good support network who would be there if only I would let them (and knowing that people in my old church back home are also praying for my dad is helping).