To rebuild or not to rebuild?

To say that rehearsals over the last seven months have not been easy would be the understatement of the year. For various reasons, I have found them a huge struggle and admit that I’ve not always displayed my best side. During show week, I tried to make an effort to rebuild any bridges that might have been a little burnt. Tonight was the first rehearsal for the summer concert. I made a big effort this afternoon to go with a positive attitude – unfortunately within 5 minutes I was wondering whether the bridges are actually worth the effort of rebuilding them.